The Kowreck Diaries

2012-01-19T22:19:00.001+08:00

Semester has ended.
Now waiting to do my attachment at the Shah Alam High Court.
If you see me there, HOLLA AT YO BOY!!!!!!!!

1 More

2012-01-17T12:18:00.000+08:00

1 more exam paper,

and the I'm gonna chill in the Holidae Inn.

Of 8.00 AM till Now

2012-01-05T18:02:00.000+08:00

This is the most tiring day I've ever had.
I'm very tired to to anything.
My mind is depleted of all it's energy.
Had to turn down someone just to get a good rest.
Going to continue to study for the exams tonight.
Gotta push through.
Come to think of it, a relaxing session is in order.
And my PS3 hasn't been turned on for a while.

GRAN TURISMO!!!!!!!!!

Of Protests

2012-01-01T23:43:00.001+08:00

And again with the protests, rally or whatever you call it.
I am sick to the bone of people protesting here and there and getting other people hurt in the process.
Yes, I understand that you are voicing out your opinion and utilizing your freedom of speech.
Protests is just a way to voice out your opinion, and make you look dumb in the process.
I am fucking tired of saying the same thing every single time this shit happens.
Read my rants on the Bersih 2.0 rally.

http://nizamkowreck.blogspot.com/2011/07/rants-on-bersih-20.html

Have you all seen the video about the protest at UPSI?
If not, here it is.

My 2.35 cents:

For me, at least, at the start, it seems it just like any other protest, a lot of yelling, a lot of hoo haa and what not. But everything changed when the police started to disperse the people.
And there was a lot of commotion and then there was a person lying on the ground bleeding in which was brought to a clinic, presumably to get treated, in which in turn the front door of it was actually destroyed by a rush of people trying to, from what it looks like, help the injured guy.
Okay, this is the shit that I hate; people getting injured doing stupid things. This is beyond stupid.
As I said time and time again, this protests whatchagonnacallit is stupid. It does nothing in making changes.
Malaysia utilizes the parliamentary system and it has representatives of the people in it. So, go utilize them, let them be your voice in making changes because they also have the power in making the changes.
By yelling, getting hurt, destroying a clinic and getting arrested, what does that make? Does it prove your point? Does it make the changes you want? THE FUCKING ANSWER IS A BIG FUCKING NO.
What you get in doing this is taking away your study time.
If you idiots want to personally make a change, go study, get a good job and then become a politician, get yourself in the parliament and then make those changes. Yeah it takes a long time, but the changes are effected by you, and you get a big allowance in the process, which is pretty nice.

There, I'm done.

The Finals

2011-12-31T16:01:00.000+08:00

The finals are coming in a few days time.
In which, I, the most awesome lazy person..in the world is studying his ass off for.
So wish me luck, aight?

P/s: Trying to get use to type on a Mac.For some reason, I keep forgetting to press 'space'.

Feeling Useless Again

2011-12-23T20:49:00.001+08:00

Now, I seriously feel like the biggest cock....... IN THE WORLD.
I feel like such a failure to my dad.
I think I've really disappointed him big time this time.
OMG. I feel sorry to my dad for having a douche as a son.

NTFW

2011-12-18T21:40:00.001+08:00

Need
To
Finish
Work

Test & Finals

2011-12-15T14:45:00.000+08:00

Both are coming up quickly.
Gonna start my studying quick.
Right after a few gaming sessions.

Mooting: Epilogue

2011-12-14T18:52:00.001+08:00

Well, that kinda sucked, ain't it.
Gotta work on my English.
And after that, I'm gonna be freakin' awesome.

Mooting: Prologue

2011-12-11T17:28:00.001+08:00

Doing my script now.
Finding more cases to support my arguments.
Creating answers for probable question.

2011-12-09T20:10:00.001+08:00

I feel somewhat nervous right now.
I don't know why.
Feels like Peter Parker, when his spidey sense is tingling.

Failures and Disappointments

2011-12-07T10:48:00.001+08:00

I've just got to my lowest point of my life.
Failing and disappointing everyone.
This is of my own doing.
And now I'm having a little bit of a suicidal thought.
I'm thinking if I was better off, the world would be a much better place.
And everyone would be happy.
No one will be disappointed.
Damn.
This is a very low point, even for me.
I'm very livid of myself.
I feel like such a disappointment.
And sure, I can release all this pressure to anyone, but the question is to who?
Everyone who I can speak to I've disappointed.
I am so, so, ashamed to talk to them.
Even more ashamed to apologize to them.
So, all I can do is cry at the moment.
And is still crying now, alone, in the darkest pit of souls.

NYAN NYAN

2011-12-01T14:15:00.001+08:00

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P/S: Addicted to nyan cat for some reason.

Rants

2011-11-30T20:48:00.001+08:00

Ohmaigad my research paper ain't going as smoothly as I thought.
A possible last minute change of the subject of the research is a very likely possibility.
Which is kinda shitty since I've studied a whole lot on the current subject.
Plus, I've got a literature test tomorrow and haven't studied for shit.
Gonna finish up this post, take a dump, and study my ass of for tomorrow.

Of Being Home

2011-11-27T20:01:00.001+08:00

Honestly speaking, my home is a little bit too comfortable.

I can't study here.

To study, I really have to push myself to get out of my bed and my lazy ass to my study table too look at books and do my notes.

I love being at a place that is actually not my for, but only for studying purposes.

Like libraries.

But, that's the problem.

When at home, I become a lazy, skinny ass pig.

Gotta get a bit of drive to study.

Gonna get my shit together because exams are near.

But first,

a round of COD.

A New Start......Again

2011-11-26T23:46:00.001+08:00

Took to many starts.
But hasn't reach the finish line yet.
Still, for a long time, the finish line is still not in sight.
Being a dick (as always), it's only cemented my name in the sands of time as a natural born soulless douche.
And for being a douche, I deserve the status quo I have right now.
So, let me sit in my own juices until I rot.
In the mean time and between time, Salam Maal Hijrah.

Of The Holidays

2011-11-12T22:06:00.001+08:00

Ultra busy.
Very super duper ultra mega busy.
Just got time to study today and tomorrow perhaps.
And that a very big perhaps.
Got a lot of things lined up.
But, hey, natural born heartless assassins, right?
Gonna go study now.
Hate you Re Lister

(Aching from paintball hits all over the body)

Trust

2011-11-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

This week is all about trust for me.
For some people around me, who I've given my trust, they took it as lightly as taking a piss.
What the fuck?
I put my fucking trust in you to do what you do, not to fucking slack off, you incest loving dingleberry.
Damn man, what the fuck?
WHAT THE FUCK?
I really don't get your thinking.
I've put myself way too much on the line for you to fuck it all up.
I just hope you head back together,
or all is gonna get the fuck up moment of the lifetime.

Midnite Drift Assault

2011-10-27T10:50:00.003+08:00

For the first time ever, I went to a drift event.

I SAY TOKYO........... DRIFT,DRIFT, DRIFT

Although the place is quiet far, but for me, its worth the trip to see cars drifting non stop.

Even the Prince of Drift was there.

The P.O.D with his drift missile

Got to see some other cars there as well

A W124 making some fireworks with its rear tyres

A Corolla Levin by Willpower Garage

Shawn Lee a.k.a Da BeatBoXer with his 180SX

My dream drift car, a Cefiro A31

The brilliant and one-of-a-kind RWD Satria

They also have AWESOME BURGERS!!!!!

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!

The next event is this saturday

Come and join

Details is at Speed City KL's Website

Hell of a Day

2011-10-21T14:14:00.001+08:00

Will be in a meeting in about 15 minutes.
Will have an event starting at 5.
Worrying about his mooting's written submission.
But tomorrow night is champagne showers all around, bitch.

One of Unity

2011-10-13T12:51:00.001+08:00

I. Am. One.
One is me.
One with god, one with nature,
One with people, One with the Order.

But without order, chaos will reign,
Reign like Arthur over the land he fought over.
Like Salahuddin on Jerusalem he took over,
From the Crusaders and Templars they look over,
A point of time where Islam is the world all over.

But the time has past,
like a water that flows from one jug into a glass,
United we stand divided we fall,
isn't that what the world leaders trying to achieve after all?

Unity, an abstract of the mind,
An idea of which many men has declined,
but many have fought for over time,
Many have fought, even for a wind chime,
that makes sound that delivers peace,
but in a certain time.

All is not lost, as one solution beckons,
by being one with others, like eggs and bacon.
all of us have a common bond, a chemistry,
we just have to figure out what is the content in it will be?
No need for biologist or scientist,
we just need the purest of hearts and minds to achieve this.

Just a table, a few chairs, a few people, a jug of coke,
and ten a topic to make the ice broke,
from there, one thing will came to be,
Just being one from all of them, Unity.

Idiots......again

2011-10-07T18:07:00.001+08:00

Feeling a bit moody this past few days.
Every little bit pisses me off.

But I think it started when a few idiots act like they should when they shouldn't.
But hey, they're idiots. What can you do?
Smug little idiots, I might add.
Thinking they know it all.
But, I'll just let them be.

But, do I have to be angry at them?
I want to but I can't.
Because I'm more than a maniac screaming at the top of his lungs yelling at people for obvious reasons.
I let to talk personally and face to face.
With no filters whatsoever.
It might seem a bit rude and harsh,
but that's the way I work.
I do what I like and I like what I do.

Hope these idiots see the light soon, or I'll show them the light myself.

Tired

2011-09-24T21:54:00.001+08:00

Just came back from Damansara.Super tired but the night is still young.So, lets partay..........!!!!!!!

Getting Demoralised (or is it demoralized?)

2011-09-19T11:55:00.002+08:00

Its the second week of study here,
and every freaking class is cancelled.
I plan to get a 4.00 this semester.
And this cancellations is like the fucking Great Wall of China.
Getting very annoyed and very, very demoralised.
Fuck damnit.
I WANT MY CLASSES AND I WANT IT FUCKING NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Start Part 2

2011-09-13T22:10:00.002+08:00

Already started,

and I'm begging people to show me the finish line.

Damn I'm tired.

But I a born warrior.

I can push through the pain.

Because I'm a muthafuckin' badass Spartan.

THIS IS SPARTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Start

2011-09-11T21:46:00.001+08:00

A start to be the best,

to get the best,

and nothing less than giving my best.

Self Preception

2011-09-10T00:23:00.004+08:00

I always see myself as a heartless idiot.

I don't really care about myself, my feelings and the feelings of others.

But now, those attributes are changing.

I always want to know how people perceive me.

As an idiot? A heartless goon? A sadistic prick?

It makes me very unsure of myself.

Bringing up feeling I had never felt.

And I don't like it one single bit.

All I care about now is my image to the public.

I shouldn't have cared for shit about my image.

I am what I am.

I do what I like and I like what I do.

I am who I am.

This semester, the old me is dead.

Enter myself, with added ruthless aggression.

GRRRRR.......................

I'm Home....

2011-09-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

with the BULLETPRUF BAWSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Of Raya

2011-08-28T02:04:00.002+08:00

Raya is just around the corner.

Reminiscing back to the old days when I used to get duit raya.

Dayme man, when I was little, I got a lot of duit raya.

Now, no one will give me, not even a dime.

That's one of the things I have to live when being a young man.

Thank god I didn't get a job yet, or I have to give out duit raya.

For the first time, since I don't know when,

I've spent a lot of cash for raya.

But, not on clothes,but for my DSLR accessories.

Spent about 1K on a speedlight,

and thats a cheap for a speedlight.

The retail price was about 1200.

But, its a necessary buy for a hobbyist like me.

Raya nowadays is not like the old days.

It used to be fun, where family members gather and gossip until the wee hours of the morning.

But, nowadays,

for me at least,

my family went balik kampung after a days stay.

Its no fun at all.

No more playing with your nieces and nephews.

No more playing in the river under the highway.

No more meriam buluh battle the the other village.

Oh I wish I was in the old days.

Word of The Day

2011-08-27T22:39:00.001+08:00

SHIT!

Of Me and The World

2011-08-12T20:23:00.002+08:00

Being too lazy to open up the newspaper has brought up some issues.

One of which is that I don't know whats happening with the world.

On the very few and very suprising occasion that I do open a newspaper, I found out that the world is going bust.

Lets start of with the UK shall we?

The United Kingdom, the place where there is a clock named like a person and where the Beckham's call home.

And right now, there are riots around, especially in London.

It started with Mark Duggan (if I'm not mistaken) being shot by the rozzers for allegedly being a drug dealer.

Added to the fact that he's black tugs on the strings of racial tension.

Thus the riots.

I would compare the riots like when Rodney King was beaten up in the US of A.

Plus, and for no good reason, Malaysia has got a mention in it.

One of our boys got robbed and it's on video.

Just check out youtube.

For me, I don't see any order restored for the time being.

So, we'll just have to wait what David Cameron has in store to bring back peace in London.

And compensate for the Malaysian for his bike has also been taken.

Now, to the US of A.

Its going bankrupt.

Obama (nothing to do with my friend Izzat Fauzan) signed of on a bill to raise the debt limit to I don't know how many trillions.

And he said that it was left by the last administration.

See?

Bush planned it all along.

Or is it just an excuse by Obama to blame Bush to be his scapegoat.

But, I hope their economy returns back to normal, if not the worlds economy will be fucked up.

For some reason if I got the facts wrong,

its just evidence to show that I should pick up the newspaper more.

I'll Be Gone.......

2011-07-27T16:09:00.002+08:00

.......for a while though.

Going to Cambodia this friday.

Will be back home the next Thursday.

In the meantime, go Harimau Malaya.

Of The UK Phone Hacking Scandal

2011-07-19T23:25:00.003+08:00

Saw a little bit of the meeting between the MPs of Britain with the people supposedly involved with the phone hacking scandal.

Rupert Murdoch made a statement during the hearing that it was the most humbling day ever to him.

Poor knackered old goat.

But it raises a question, does he really know about the phone hacking, tapping or whatever you wanna call it, in the first place.

Some events can happen unbeknownst to the superiors of a lower positioned worker.

But, Rupert must know, its printed on the defunct News of The World newspaper.

And this raises a question:

"Does this happen here in Malaysia?"

Now, I'm not pointing fingers to any party,

but still it is a question thats popped in mind after this scandal had happened in the UK.

I know a few countries do listen to the coversations of its citizen over the phone.

But they say, it for national security purposes.

But they, whatever works for them.

For me, its feels like an infringement of privacy, which it actually is.

Just imagine, you are having phone sex with with your partner, and you hear another person say:

"OH YEAH BABY!!!!!!"

It will freak you the fucking out, right?

But the victims in the UK scandal have more than people hearing their phone sex conversation to worry about.

And this serves as a warning to Malaysians;

STOP HACKING THINGS YOU BLOODY BASTARDS!

A WARNING

2011-07-18T21:26:00.002+08:00

Keep you ass out of my business, you power craving monkey.

Kapish?

Rants on Bersih 2.0

2011-07-12T19:26:00.002+08:00

Call it a protest, riot, a walk for democracy, whatever you wanna call it, it has happened.

A day where tear gas cans are flying through crowds and theres even reports of death among them during the Bersih rally.

The rally was not without reason though. Their only demanding a cleaner voting system.

And I commend them for that. It is a real step to democracy.

But still, through a rally?

Come on people, you know rallies does nothing but shit,

and also makes the city littered with garbage.

No change can be made by parading down streets and shouting slogans.

There are way better channels than through parading o the streets shouting and getting sprayed with water cannons and hurting your eyes with tear gas.

I personally know that there are many members of the parliament who is involved with the rally.

And they do serve a purpose. So, use them to voice out about this matter.

Bring this thing into parliament. Settle it like gentlemen, not like barbarians wielding stick and stones.

I know you will lose that battle.

Ever heard the saying: "the pen is mightier than the sword"?

Nowadays, it is not just a saying, it is a reality.

So come on, lets just gather aound, and have a chat about this matter.

Updates 2.0

2011-06-21T12:10:00.002+08:00

Busy with club matters.

Feeling unnecessarily down (I think its just karma or some sort).

Still haven't found a thing to do to fill up my time.Dad bought himself a big-ass tv and patiently

waiting for his Astro B.Yond decoder.

Have been conned (and I call myself a law student. Sheesh.)

Finished, for the first time, a game in full HD.

Experienced 3D gaming.

Still trying to rap.

Officially started hitting on girls (with no result.)

Waiting for my new phone to arrive.

Got a new haircut.

Got a fathers day present (When did I fuck a girl?)

End.

Artsy Fartsy Photography II

2011-05-30T17:25:00.004+08:00

Photography is always about capturing moments.

That's always my philosophy in photography.

Capturing that precise moment that project emotions like happiness, sadness, the feeling of speed, etc.

This is my latests shots. I do appreciate comments on improving my photography skills.

Amethyst Rocks

2011-05-25T21:50:00.002+08:00

What I got, come and get some,
get on up, hustler of culture.

I stand on the corner of the block slinging amethyst rocks,
drinking 40s of mother earth's private nectar stock,
dodging cops, cuz' 50 be the 666 and I need a fix of that purple rain:
the type of shit that drives membranes insane.
Oh yeah, I'm in the fast lane snorting candy yams
that free my body and soul and send me like Shazaam,
never question who I am. God knows, and I know God personally,
infact he lets me call him "me",
I be one with rain and stars and things
with dancing feet and watermelon rings,
I brings the sunshine and the moon,
and the wind blows my tune.
Meanwhile I spoon powdered drumbeats into plastic bags,
selling kilos of kintae skag, taking drags off of collards
and cornbread, freebasing through saxophones and flutes like mad.
The high notes make me space-float,
I be exhaling in rings that circle Saturn,
leaving stains in my veins in astrological patterns.
Yeah I'm serious B, doggone niggers plotted shit lovely,
but the feds is also plotting me,
they're trying to imprison my astrology,
put my stars behind bars, my stars and stripes,
using blood-splattered banners as nationalist kites,
but I control the wind, that's why the call it the hawk.
I am Horus, son of Isis, son of Osirus, worshipped as Jesus,
resurrected like Lazarus, but you can call my Lazzy, lazy,
yeah I'm lazy because I'd rather sit and build
and work on top of a field and worship the
daily yield of cash green crops,
your evolution stopped the evolution of your technology:
a society of automatic tellers and money machines.
Nigga' what, my culture is lima beans and tambourines,
dreams, manifest dreams real, not consistent with rationale,
I dance for no reason, for reason you can't dance,
call me an activist of intellectualized circumstance,
you can't learn my steps until you unlearn your thoughts,
spirit, soul, can be store-bought, fuck thought,
leads to naught, simply leads to you trying to figure me out,
your intellect's disfiguring your soul,
your being's not whole, check your flagpole,
stars and stripes, your astrology's
imprisoned by your concept of white, of self,
what's your plan for spiritual health? Calling reality unreal,
your line of thought is tangled, the star
spangled got your soul mangled, your being's angled,
forbidding you to be real and feel, you can't find truth
with an axe or a drill in a white house on a hill or
in factories or plants made of steel. Selling us was the
smartest thing you ever did, too bad you don't teach the
truth to your kids. My influence on user reflection you
see when you look in your minstrel mirror and talk about
your culture, your existence is that of a schizophrenic
vulture who thinks he has enough life in him to prey on the dead,
not knowing that the dead ain't dead, that he ain't got enough
spirituality to know how to pray. Yeah, there's no repentance,
you're bound to live in infinite consecutive executive life sentence.
So while you're busy serving time I'll be in sync with the
moon while you run from the sun. Life of the moon,
reflected by guns, worship of moons, I am the sun,
and I am public enemy number one, one one one, one one one,
that's seven. And I'll be out on the block, hustling culture,
slinging amethyst rocks.

-Saul Williams

End of a Search

2011-05-22T13:23:00.003+08:00

I finally got it.

It slipped from me one time,

and I finally got it.

ITS THE FREAKING BLUE AND SILVER RED BULL!!!!!!!!

The difference is that this one is carbonated and I think those gases makes it more tasty. Oh, its also more expensive. This one I've bought for RM2.60.

But its worth it and it makes me look so very cool.

The Void

2011-05-20T17:38:00.002+08:00

It's empty.

With it gone, there's a void,

longing for it to be filled.

It used to be filled with a big, black, hard entity.

But now, its just filled with an empty air of sorrow.

No, I'm not talking anything remotely close to porn, you pervs.

My PS3 is sent out for repairs.

And it getting a little to quiet in my house.

With no explosions from Modern Warfare 2,

no tire screech from GT5.

Damn, its too quiet.

Gotta find something to make some noise pollution.

EUREKA.

Here it is.

THE VUVUZELA!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALL HAIL THE AWESOMENESS OF THE VUVUZELA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

On The Other Side

2011-05-15T13:22:00.007+08:00

Have you been on the other side of anything???

I think I've done the ultimate on being on the other side of anything.

On the opposition side of a football match,

and to add to that ultimate factor, its Selangor vs. Kelantan.

KE-freakin-LANTAN dude.

First of all, let me tell you this, the supporters are funny as hell.

When they heckle the players, it's the funniest thing you've ever heard.

And I don't understand shit what are they talking about.

Not a single word.

Zip. Zero. Nada.

But, its still funny as hell.

Yes, I'm a Selangorian, and yes, I support Selangor.

But, I just want to know how the supporters who really love their team support them.

Thus, Selangor vs. Kelantan is the perfect opportunity to know how.

Even before the match start I'm super disappointed with the Selangor supporters.

Only one part of the home side supporters if packed but not the rest.

Yes, its really only that much

Kelantan supporters come in droves, buses, and whatever transport they can get on to support their team.

ITS A SEA OF RED WARRIOR SUPPORTERS!!!!

That's inside, but on the outside of the stadium, there's police trucks, FRU's and even police on horses (which I'm very terrified of). But, really guys, police on horses??? Do you have to go to that extent?

I wasn't alone to the stadium, that would be suicide. So, the kartel is out and about that night.

The man responsible for me sitting in the Kelantan Support Zone

I'm a Selangorian and I support Kelantan. (Its a scarf on my head).

And that night, Selangor was destroyed by Kelantan.

That's the half time score. Can't see it, refer picture below

Yeah, bitches. 3 fuckin nil.

Later in the match.

Kelantan scored another goal.....

....and another (Yes, I have a wet armpit, it was 30 celcius in the freaking stadium you bastards)

Selangor (finally) scored a goal in the dying minutes and Apek (the keeper) was pissed as having a hissy fit. Chillax dude, you've already won.

And to add to the night, we got some free food.

So, that's it. Now, I'm gonna lick my wounds because of yesterdays futsal game.

K.O Wreck: The Story

2011-05-02T15:53:00.004+08:00

Yo, heres my story.

Here is the fabled true story of a man,

livin' his life without care but for his friends,

and the world he lives in is just black and white,

without any greys between them, like a greyhound taking stride,

he takes challenges in life like he took on fights,

kickin' their asses down, showing them his might,

although small bodied, but his heart is gold,

but one thing that makes him different, his soul is cold,

as cold as ice, when you touch him, you'll freeze,

everybody gets away from him, trying to breathe,

his aura fills the room, like clogged air,

and his eyes is full of sadness and despair,

his in disrepair, but no worries,

he still has life in between his homies,

with this he runs his town,

he puts his fist down hard like a G6 touchin' down,

everything he says, its a must do,

if not, boom, here comes words like the wind blew,

with words so hard its hard to see why,

in this world why god ain't given him wing to fly,

well, not right now, but soon he will be,

flying like a falcon and the world will now see,

him as god intended to,

like the Jedi in Star Wars, Mace Windu.

This is not a full stop to his story yet,

but just another chapter put to bed,

but wait until its finale,

then you'll see how great he will be.

Peace.

Its Back

2011-04-24T11:32:00.002+08:00

Finally, its here.
Its fucking here.
The fucking finals.
Felling more or less prepared than last semester.
Fedling very Thor like.
Like Im gonna rock this finals.
Because I know I rock.
I rock more than The Rock does.
Let me skool you about sumthin boy.......
If you got the balls, come see me personally and we can settle this mano a mano, kapish????

To a Special Someone

2011-04-08T18:52:00.004+08:00

I DONT CARE WHO YOU ARE.

IF YOU SMELL.....................LALALALALALALALALALALOW.................

WHAT THE ROCK...

IS COOKING....

(raise eyebrow)

Words

2011-04-03T22:13:00.001+08:00

I am not a man of words when speaking.

But in written form, my words can go for miles

Kowreck Tourism Board: Aroma Ikan Bakar

2011-03-25T16:54:00.007+08:00

Yes , there is such a place.

Where? Just find a traffic light somewhere in Jeram and turn left. If you still can't find it, ask the locals. GPS is less than useable as having 3G connection somewhere near the sea is very unlikely.

As like all establishments of the same kind, the same rules apply; pick your fish, choose your menu, sit at a table (but for our case, a hut), wait, wait, wait a bit longer, eat, sit like a lion after having a gargantuan meal, go home. (Don't forget to pay, you cheap bastard.)

Why did I say "our"? It's because the whole kartel is out in half force (not all the kartel obviously, thus the usage of half force). YEAH!!!!!! (Lil Jon Style).

The capo picking the poison (BTW, he's single)

Here it is. The freshest poison EVA!!!!!!

The calm before the storm............

After 30 seconds.......

CARNAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The verdict? The ambiance is okay but the food is not really a three-star michelin grade, but its tasty. A must visit if your in Jeram. Just don't get lost.

2011-03-09T20:39:00.002+08:00

Contracting an illness a one thing.

Contracting a few illness at the same time is a whole other matter.

And it's no even me.

Even my phone is down with Screenus Kaputnes.

The meaning? The screen's gone kaput.

So, hello BlackBerry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ken Block

2011-03-08T14:54:00.004+08:00

Still Blocked

2011-03-08T14:39:00.001+08:00

.........................................................

Writers Block

2011-03-08T14:28:00.001+08:00

.............

Seeing The Future

2011-03-02T01:04:00.002+08:00

Looking my semi-crystal-encrusted, carbon fiber-weaved ball, I can see my future.

And you can bet that I will be stinking, filthy rich.

My life will be like in those hip-hop music videos.

My house full of ladies with big boobs and asses all wanting a piece of me.

I will be so rich that I will use money to wipe myself dry after showers.

That's how fucking rich I will be.

You guys just wait and see.

Oh Cock

2011-03-01T14:32:00.002+08:00

I'm packing my bags.

Where am I going. Hell, obviously.

With no topics for my english presentation, I may as well go there.

What should I pack? Shorts or some jackets?

Oh My Law!!!

2011-02-28T23:40:00.002+08:00

Oh how I love the law.

Its intricacies.

Its complexity.

The words the judges use in giving the judgement.

How often you hear or read the words pro tempore or ex necissitae rei?

Not that often right? Unless you are a law student.

I'm not being sarcastic.

Well, a bit. But still....

Law is law and I still love it.

(Still can't believe that Dinie is gone. Al-Fatihah)

A Tribute To Ahmad Dinie Asyraf

2011-02-27T17:47:00.005+08:00

My dear friend, Ahmad Dinie Asyraf passed away on the 21st of February 2011.

This is dedicated for you, for all the fun we've had together.

Rest in peace.

The Return of The Insomnia

2011-02-27T01:47:00.002+08:00

Here it comes again.

Another sleepless night.

Even with a packed schedule tomorrow.

My body has an ability to defy tiredness.

This is because I'm so cool.

Very cool.

Like Cartman from South Park.

Just search "cartman npr interview".

And just listen to that narcissistic SOB talk.

I'm more like kinda the same as him.

But, I'm much, much more cooler and I'm not a narcissistic prick like him.

I just found out I'm the kind of person who thinks well during the night or when I'm high.

Maybe because with all the peace and kush whaffing around the air, it makes all thing senseless more sensible.

Okay, I don't smoke kush but the right kind of shisha flavours does give almost the same effect.

ALMOST.

OMG! I'm blogging senselessly again.

But who give a fuck.

Kowreck The Blur

2011-02-11T23:50:00.002+08:00

From my point of view right now, everything is a major blur.

I can't comprehend anything that is happening to me, around me and above all else, anything.

Learning is become much more blurrier than usual, even when I'm concentrating.

I cant even focus in class for more than 15 minutes.

Supplements help a little but it taste like shit.

Try imagining drinking liquid chickens after you've had your breakfast.

But thank god it's still tolerable.

So, basically I've already lost my way in this world.

I'm floating adrift like a ghost who is stuck on earth,

can't even go to hell, even less likely to go to heaven.

So, here I am.

Just a body with a soul that has no way to go.

No target set for the future.

Well, maybe there is a target.

I'll just have to wait and see.

Kowreck Tourism Board: The Satay Hut

2011-01-23T11:57:00.006+08:00

Dont believe it? Check it out below

There is a Satay Hut

The name explains it all. Where is this place? Its in a secret place, in Tanjung Karang, after the corner going into Bagan Pasir, it should be on the right.

You've got all the usual satays, chicken and beef and watnot, and for some reason, the beef is not always on sale. And you can order the usual size or the BIG ones. I always go for the big ones. How big?

ITS THAT BIG!!!!!

It might not look that big, but trust me (if you can, or want to), its BIG.

And I found an interesting sign at that place:

Fish? What fish?

SHIT!!!!!!! Those are big-ass catfish!!!!!

So if you all are hungry for some satay and want to see some big-ass catfish, visit the Satay Hut.

Updates

2011-01-09T12:26:00.002+08:00

Its a long time since I last updated this thing. So here we go:

I got a new niece and her name is Kesha. For real.
Busy photographing people around me.
Went to Putrajaya with my phat fam.
Karaoke-ing till my throat bleeds.
Giving an introduction to SCLC which, in my opinion, did not go so well.
Already starting the new semester which is ultra cool.
Trying to give up porn.
Saw Karam Singh Walia.
Went to a trip to Halal Industrial Development Corp.
Laughing and forgetting what I'm supposed to do.

I think that's about it, which is weird since I thought I've done a lot more stuff since my last update.

Oh well.

What am I?

2010-12-17T20:49:00.000+08:00

Congrats to all that got good results in their exams.

Me? I dont even know my results.

I dont even bother to open the email the the university sent.

So does this equates me to being a bone ass lazy person,

or a guy who just dont give a rat's ass about his results?

I think its both actually.

And adding to the fact I'm just gonna shoot myself in the head when I see a bad exam result,

its better for me not to see it.

Since the first semester, I asked other people to look up my results.

This semester, I didnt bother to.

If my results were poor, I only blame myself,

and porn.

Stupid, addictive porn.

Gotta stop watching them.

.......

Well,

maybe I'll stop when the semester starts.

Meanwhile,

gonna stock up some money for a new phone a the upcoming trip to Beijing.

$$$

2010-12-03T23:42:00.002+08:00

Funds are currently drying out.

Can't even go to the mamak for a meal.

This calls for drastic actions.

Fasting.

Or pau-ing others.

I'll choose both.

As Usual, Problems

2010-11-25T13:36:00.002+08:00

Its here and there and everywhere.

I am in pieces.

Pieces left on the floor without anyone to pick me up and dust me uff and put me together and etc.

Well there is only one cure.

Or a few cures.

Porn is one of them but I'm already bored with porn.

I think in know a surefire cure for the blues.

GRAN TURISMO 5 IS OUT BITCH AND I WANT A COPY.

Rise of The Fenix

2010-11-24T20:14:00.000+08:00

(Ditched writing the dates because there are already there).

Ladies and gentlemen,

put your hands together for the newly-reborn,

Don Kowreck Corleone.

16.11.10: Coded Language

2010-11-16T09:21:00.003+08:00

Whereas, break-beats have been the
missing link connecting the diasporic
community to its drum-woven past

Whereas, the quantized drum has
allowed the whirling mathematicians
to calculate the ever-changing distance
between rock and stardom

We do hereby declare reality unkempt
by the changing standards of dialogue

Statements such as, "keep it real," especially
when punctuating or articulating modes of
ultra-violence inflicted psychologically or
physically will henceforth be seen as retroactive

and no representive of the individually
determined IS

Motherfuckers better realize now is the time
to self-actualize. Studies show that when a given norm is changed

in the face of unchanging the remaining
contradictions will parallel the truth.

Equate rhyme with reason. Sun with season.

Reject mediocrity. Your current frequencies
of understanding outweigh that which has
been given for you to understand. The current
standard is the equivalent of an adolescent
restricted to the diet of an infant. The rapidly
changing body would acquire dysfunctional
and deformative symptoms and could not properly
mature on a diet of applesauce and crushed pears.

Light years are interchangeable with years of living
in darkness. The role of darkness is not to be seen
as equated with ignorance but with the unknown
and the mysteries of the unseen.

Thus in the name of: Robeson, God's son, Hurtson,
Akhenanton, Hatshepsut, Blackfoot, Helen, Lennon,
Kahlo, Kali, The Three Marias, Lilith, Lourde,
Whitman, Baldwin, Ginsberg, Kaufman, Lumumba, Ghandi,
Gibran, Shabazz, Shabazz, Siddhartha, Medusa, Guevara,
Gurdjieff, Rand, Wright, Banneker, Tubman, Hamer, Holiday, Davis, Coltrane, Morrison, Joplin, Du Bois,
Clarke, Shakespere, Rachmaninoff, Ellington, Carter, Gaye, Hathaway, Hendrix, Kuti, Dickerson, Ripperton, Mary, Isis, Theresa, Plath, Rumi, Fellini, Michaux, Nostradamus, Neferttiti, La Rock, Shiva, Ganesha, Yemaja, Oshun, Obatala, Ogun, Kennedy, King, four little girls, Hiroshima, Nagasaki, Keller, Biko, Peron, Marley, Magdalene, Cosby, Shakur, Those who burned. Those still aflame. And the countless un-named.

We claim the present as the pre-sent as the
hereafter. We are unraveling our navels so
that we may injest the sun. We are not afraid
of the darkness. We trust that the moon shall
guide us. We are determining the future at this
very moment. We now know that the heart is
the philosophers stone.

Our music is our alchemy. We stand as the
manifested equivalent of three buckets of water
and a handful of minerals, thus, realizing that
those very buckets turned upside down supply
the percussive factor forever.

Let your children name themselves and claim
themselves as the new day for today we are determined
to be the channelers of these
changing frequencies into songs, paintings,
writings, dance, drama, photography, carpentry,
crafts, love, and love.

We enlist every instrument: acoustic, electronic,
every so-called race, gender, sexual preference
every per-son as beings of sound to acknowledge
their resonsibility to uplift the consciousness
of the entire fucking world!

Any utterance un-aimed will be disclaimed,
will be maimed. Two rappers slain!

-Saul Williams

15.11.10: Final Confessions of a Don

2010-11-15T20:40:00.003+08:00

OK. I'm the guilty one.

I'm sorry.

There, I've said it.

So, let me kill myself. Where's my gun?

Ah, there it is.

*click* *BANG!*

.............................................

15.11.10: Deaf Punkt

2010-11-15T09:33:00.002+08:00

This is my personal rants directed to a person in particular. So if you think this is you, yeah, and if its not, discard this post.

Eww, accept me as I am. Eww, my weakness is accepting everybody's weakness. Well boo-fuckin-hoo. Like I give a damn. Don't go blaming others for your own selfless mistakes and shit. The problem here is you. You and your hard-head. Every advice I've given can't get through that thick skull of yours, and you say I must take care of your feelings? How about mine? How about all your friends that you've hurt? How about them? Have you given any thought to them? I can tell you this, FUCK NO. If you keep up like this, I'd rather shoot myself in the head with a 12-gauge shotgun. There, I'm done.

LAdies, and gentlemen, I'm done with my rants. Got to go. Busy with errands.

4.11.10: Rise of the Dubstep Demon

2010-11-04T17:08:00.002+08:00

Cold.The.Everlasting can kiss my ass.

ALL HAIL THE DUBSTEP DEMON!

YOUR LIVES I WILL FILL WITH KICKASS BASELINES!!!!

Bow down to the supremacy of the Dubstep Demon.

2.11.2010: I AM COLD THE EVERLASTING

2010-11-02T16:25:00.002+08:00

I.AM.COLD THE EVERLASTING.

FEAR MY SNOT AND PHLEGM INDUCED POWER ON TO THEE WHO OPPOSE.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

9.10.10: Photoism

2010-10-09T16:35:00.002+08:00

Thanks Ma for giving me permission to use your brand spanking new SLR.

Got photo fever right now.

So spank me silly with the camera.

29.9.10: Eternal Quietness

2010-09-29T18:54:00.000+08:00

Currently I'm in the library.

So, quiet.

No freakin people around.

Okay, cancel that.

There is a dude that just walked behind me.

29.9.10: EL-LEE-YEN-NATE

2010-09-29T12:39:00.000+08:00

Got that treatment right now actually.

Its maybe just me being hypersensitive, I guest.

And the court doesn't care for hypersensitive people in private nuisance cases,

even though you have taken reasonable steps and such.......

Sorry, got distracted back there.

So to get back on track,

lets summon the gods of dance, Jabbawockeez and the sounds of doom, The Fingerbangerz.....

OHH HELL YEAH!!!!!!

LETS GET DOWN PEEPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4.9.10: Don't Hate, Mediate

2010-09-04T10:08:00.000+08:00

No one in the world like their friends to fight with each other.

And this applies to me to.

So, to whom it may concern,

here's my proposal:

Mediation
The mediator will be myself
Place and time will be of your choice
I will give 7 minutes for each party to present their conundrum about the other party
then a collective session to argue it out (no body contact whatsoever)
If a conclusion is not made, mediation will be continued in another time

So,you want to do it?

If you do, you know how to get into touch with me.

1.9.10: Yes, I'm Talking To You

2010-09-01T11:37:00.000+08:00

I'm am sick and fucked up of you yabbing your mouth about your effing problems through text.

I hate reading your problems.

Listening is better.

God gave you a mouth to speak.

So, effing speak!!!

I am willing to listen.

I've told you a trillions times, if you got a problem, come talk to me.

But no, you keep it in you and you go cry and effing wants to blame me for it.

Like OMG!? WTF?

Like WTH?

You've almost ruined a what supposed to be a great night.

Damn it, WTF do you really want? Really?

27.8.10: A Bad Day

2010-08-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

No, rephrase that.

A crappy day for me.

It's all of the things will go and get fucked up.

I don't know how to handle it anymore.

I need Allah's guidance.

25.8.10: Sorry

2010-08-25T13:54:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I want to say sorry to all members of SCLC.

I have disappointed all of you, especially the president.

Sorry for not being a good deputy.

And sorry to all of my friends for hurting you and not being there when you need me to.

Forgive me, forgive me, forgive me

24.8.10: Blankness

2010-08-24T13:35:00.000+08:00

.......................................

....that's how blank I am.

23.8.10: Emotional Breakdown

2010-08-23T13:58:00.000+08:00

That's what I got now.

18.8.10: Huh

2010-08-18T20:24:00.000+08:00

8 hours of nothing but learning.

Thought it would make me smarter.

It did. Although a tiny margin of me felt smarter.

So, lets get grossed out by watching a guy chug beer with his asshole.

14.8.10: Gone

2010-08-14T09:38:00.000+08:00

No more feeling crappy.

Feeling crappy is for pussies.

And I don't wanna be one.

I ain't no pussy.

Still Feeling Crap

2010-08-13T13:22:00.000+08:00

Add a little loneliness to that,

and you've got a recipe for suicide.

13.8.10: Feeling Crap

2010-08-13T11:30:00.001+08:00

Read the title.

12.8.10: Not Being Midas

2010-08-12T21:02:00.001+08:00

Midas can turn anything he touches into gold.

Metaphorically, he can turn anything he does in to a success.

Me? I'm struggling to live every second right now.

I'm feeling like something heavy is on my shoulders.

Both physically and metaphorically.

I can't sleep.

Can't study.

Can't even laugh at a good joke.

What in the blue hell is happening to me?

Hmm....

Tribunals, life, assignments, programs.....

Not really a good concoction for me.

Need something.

And I don't know what it is.

I need help, I guess.

So, help me?

Want to say thank you to Fyza, Shahrina and Leslie for helping me and the AdHoc Boys with the thing today. I owe you guys a pizza.

5.8.10: A Fucked Up Mixed Fruit (Of Emotions)

2010-08-05T20:22:00.000+08:00

Stupidly and bastardly fucking busy today, with both work and play. Started the day with guzzling down a liquid chicken and classes. Presented on the case of Stephen Kalong Ningkan and its got something to do with the Sarawak Constitutional Crisis in '66. Then, it English class for, thank god, 1 and a half hours and not the usual 2 hours of writing summaries.

Went to visit the club's booth during the environmental week held by ENLAC (its not a fucking brand of milk, it really the club name). Gave the club members some moral support. Sorry guys for not being there. GO SCLC GO!!!!!!!! Had lunch at McD, and Tora is nowhere to be found. Maybe she's busy at HQ.

Thank god for the cancellation of the contract class. Got home. Took a bit of rest and get my bowl on with Jimz. God, I suck at playing bowling. Need a bit of practice. Not a bit, a lot. Played Street Fighter and KICKED ASS!!!!!

So,the conclusion? Fucking tired, fucking enjoyed, fucking annoyed and everything gone all fucked. FUCK IT!

Congestion

2010-08-04T08:21:00.000+08:00

Busy as fuck.

Assignments, club duties.

I think i need a P.A,

or a butler.

Me Voila

2010-08-02T13:01:00.000+08:00

And you know it.

Choices

2010-07-25T02:25:00.000+08:00

Every choice has an effect that either permanent or temporary.

Doesn't matter if it's a good or bad choice you've made,

its effects are still the same.

You've made a bad choice?

Either go deal with the choice to change it or leave it be.

Me?

I live by my choices,

the good and the bad ones.

I'm Back

2010-07-22T08:26:00.000+08:00

I never let you down I’ma shine on sight

Keep your mind on your grind and off mine alright

Hard Imma ball on them squares I float

I drive a Kancil car everywhere I go

I know in the lead it may see it might be

But no matter what they doing they don’t do it like me

Like a G, I hold it down for the town I’m at

And I flash like that

Recognise I’M BACK!

Strike a match catch a fire

Laugh

2010-07-17T11:35:00.000+08:00

I like to make people laugh.

Makes a world of difference when theres a person laughing near you.

You feel happy.

Complacent.

Free from any worries.

So, lets laugh.

Laughter is always the best medicine.

Sick

2010-07-13T17:10:00.000+08:00

For a few days I've been sick.

Damn.

Less chatty.

More clumsy.

More forgetful.

That's what the sick's been doing to me.

Damn you sickness.....

1st Day of Class

2010-07-05T14:58:00.000+08:00

Nothing special actually.

Just the normal things.

Get disappointed at.

Laughing.

Get to see all the people I miss.

And someone even said I'm looking very slick.

Kewl.

What, my aim this semester?

Seriously, 4 flat.

No kidding, I'm targeting 4 flat.

So, I need all the help I can get.

So, no more late night game nights.

No more late night surfing.

No more porn.

Ok, maybe a little less porn.

Got to make changes for the 4 flat.

Another Oh Cock!

2010-07-04T08:36:00.000+08:00

Argentina also lost.

So, no Brazil vs Argentina Finals then?

Oh, cock!

Oh Cock!

2010-07-03T06:03:00.001+08:00

Brazil lost.

Oh well...

Of The World Cup

2010-07-02T22:46:00.000+08:00

1 thing that I know of this years World Cup is Brazil will win.

That I can be sure off.

All of the other teams can sodoff, pack their bags, go home,

and cry in a fetal position,

in a corner of their toilet.

GO BRAZIL!!!!!!

Of Online Gaming

2010-06-29T12:36:00.000+08:00

I'm currently hooked to online gaming with the PS3. (I always get hooked on something).

And during this, there are alway, I mean ALWAYS and idiot who play dirty.

Get yourself comfy kids, because here comes a story.

"This started when a Malaysian gamer named Kowreck went online to play Gran Turismo 5 Prologue because he wants to see where his level of playing with people around the world. With his red Evo X, he entered a race consisting with a person from the UK, Japan and an a person from an unknown country, because the only clue of his origin is the country code "IL". So, without hesitating, they raced until a mistake by Kowreck cost him the lead. In second, he tried to catch up with the leader, the person from the UK. At the last lap, the "IL" driver hit Kowreck which spun them both out of the track. Kowreck recovered quickly from the crash and tried to catch up but was blocked by "IL". Throughout the lap, the "IL" driver keep hitting Kowreck with his car, until at the last corner, he went off the track, costing "IL" a podium position. Kowreck then checked on the internet what does the code for "IL" is. Sure enough, it was for Israel."

So, the moral here is even in virtual reality, the Israelis can't play cleanly and must play dirty. So kids, stay far away from these people or the same kind of people.

Of Being a Git

2010-06-25T13:28:00.000+08:00

You are a git if you only talk trash on your blog (yes, I'm talking about you. No, not you, the other one. Yes, you with "I am a git" written all over you idiotic face).

Yap yap yap........

Bla, Bla, Bla.........

Go talk face-to-face to that person of you got any balls.

I talk face-to-face to any person, thus make me have balls.

In carbon fibre or chrome.

You make me sick when you do this. Go staple some balls to your loins.

Phones

2010-06-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

Grandma: I want that phone.

Me: Which one?

G: That one (pointing to the phone on top of the stereo)

M: No and why would you want one?

G: Because everybody in this house got a phone and carrying it around and I want that one.

M: THAT'S THE HOME PHONE! I KNOW ITS CORDLESS OR DECT PHONE OR WHATEVER, IT AIN'T GONNA BE YOURS!!!!!!

(Just got a new cordless phone. Thanks TM)

OMG

2010-06-17T11:04:00.000+08:00

Like, OMG,

Slash, Usher, Wondergirls, Maher Zain...

Too much artists are coming.

So,

Let's gather some money to see them.

My dad and "Power Root" Contest

2010-06-14T19:26:00.000+08:00

Ring. Ring.

Dad: Hello?

Phone Person: Hello sir, your phone number has won 10,000 bucks.

D: Really? So what do I have to do to get this money?

PP: Just give us your bank account number and we will do the rest.

D: Ow, really. Let me tell you this, you can take the prize money and shove it up your ass. IF YOU SMELL............. WHAT THE ROCK, IS COOKIN'. (The Rock anthem playing in the background).

Servers

2010-06-10T22:17:00.000+08:00

Jammed servers that is.

Israel and the Flotilla 2

2010-06-06T21:49:00.000+08:00

IF1: Sir, we got new weapons shipped form our allies, the good old US and A.

IC: Good. Use them on the ship that we will take over. Try to fire a few shots and give me a report by the next day. And remember, grab me a few Panadols while your up on that ship. My heads killing me.

IF1: Sir, yes sir.

Israel and the Flotilla

2010-06-05T20:08:00.000+08:00

Israeli Force 1: Sir, our men are hungry.

Israeli Force 2: Sir, our men are sick.

Israeli Commander: Sorry mate, we are low on food and medicine.

Israeli Force 3: Sir, incoming flotilla of ships. Identified to be carrying food and medical supplies.

IC: Alright boys, its your lucky day. Send teams to take over the ships and lets take everything they got. Hope they got something tasty and some Panadol. Im having a really bad headache.

IF 1,2,3: Sir, yes sir.