Self Preception

I always see myself as a heartless idiot.

I don't really care about myself, my feelings and the feelings of others.

But now, those attributes are changing.

I always want to know how people perceive me.

As an idiot? A heartless goon? A sadistic prick?

It makes me very unsure of myself.

Bringing up feeling I had never felt.

And I don't like it one single bit.

All I care about now is my image to the public.

I shouldn't have cared for shit about my image.

I am what I am.

I do what I like and I like what I do.

I am who I am.

This semester, the old me is dead.

Enter myself, with added ruthless aggression.

GRRRRR.......................